Without You

Might be possible I’m better off without you

Even though you have your uses

Life would be much simpler, though I’d be a “worse” person

Based on certain societal moral standards

Of course, without you it’s not like I’d care about those

Realistically, I’d be more fun, and a lot less stressed

People put a lot of stock in you

But I’m not so sure I should

Not anymore




Relationship Songs to Jam Out To

Just some “current” songs for this winter season that I’ve had on heavy repeat


Knew Better Part Two

Overall Feel:

Fun. Starts off slow, but builds into a fun/braggy song. Know your worth!

Favorite lyrics:

Used to get to me mentally
I don’t fuck with your energy
If you knew better, you would do better
But you don’t know shit, so I’ll do better

So baby, this is what your soulmate look like
I look good, right?


Into You Remix

Overall Feel:

Also fun. Again starts slow, and builds. Sultry, lovey/dovey type feel. Very come hither!

Favorite Lyrics:

Hit me up when you’re feeling blue
And I tell how I’m feeling too, so you know
I just want to get into you
Right here in the living room
Let’s go

So baby, come light me up and maybe I’ll let you on it
A little bit dangerous, but baby, that’s how I want it
A little less conversation, and a little more touch my body
Cause I’m so into you, into you, into you
Got everyone watchin’ us, so baby, let’s keep it secret
A little bit scandalous, but baby, don’t let them see it
A little less conversation and a little more touch my body
Cause I’m so into you, into you, into you


Coldest Winter

Original is by Kanye West. But fell in love with the Pentatonix cover.

Overall Feel:

Sad subject matter, but the song itself is very fun. Starts slow, picks up speed, and slows it back down for the end.

Favorite Lyrics:

Memories made in the coldest winter
Goodbye my friend, will I ever love again?
Memories made in the coldest winter

Goodbye, my friend, I won’t ever love again
Memories made in the coldest winter


What Lovers Do

Overall Feel:

Classic pop song. Feels good, upbeat.

Favorite Lyrics:

Aren’t we too grown for games?
Aren’t we too grown to play around?
Young enough to chase
But old enough to know better
Are we too grown for changin’?
Are we too grown to mess around?
Ooh and I can’t wait forever baby
Both of us should know better


I can’t quit you

Though maybe that thinking is setting me up for failure


I mean I’ve tried once

That didn’t stick


Then you broke things off

I was sad but also happy about it


Though I knew that wasn’t really the case

I imagined it as this strength you had that I did not


It was mainly you overreacting

Though I guess I also “misunderstood”


You came back

And I was happy about that too


I tell you again we should end it

And you agree

I tell you we should have one last meeting to end it properly unlike last time

And you agree


Now we wait to see if it sticks…







Can’t have what you want

But that’s not really true

You want two things

Two things that are complete opposites

To please one part of yourself

Is to deny the other

Will you continue to torture yourself

Or will you make a choice

Can you make that choice

If 25 years is any indication I’d say no

But then again, making no choice

Is a choice in and of itself

Are you trapped to always deny part of you

Or are you bold enough to have your cake and eat it too

via Daily Prompt: Deny



Shame, power, fear, love

The reasons we hide from each other and ourselves


Secret lives we keep hidden

Hoping that the world will never be able to peek in


But slowly as we grow we decide to include others

Sometimes they stay while other times they may go


The purpose of secrets perhaps an attempt to protect ourselves or others

From pain, heartache, embarrassment,


In protecting ourselves however

We sometimes hurt others


And we always hurt ourselves


Opt Out

Is a mentor something that is deserved
Or merely needed
How do you know if they've abandoned you, or whether you're just paranoid
Too paranoid to reach out
That just makes you sound stupid if you tell anyone
Have your insecurities about relationships infected every area of your life now
Who can say…


After what you’ve done do you deserve rest

So you close your eyes and dream of all the things you’ve missed

Or the things that you have messed up

For yourself

For others

A nightly reprieve 

All you need to absolve yourself of your sins 

Just to make the same mistakes over again 

When will you learn

You’re only true reprieve will need to be earned

But the how is something you’ll have to learn

On your own 

Until then you shall be cursed to roam from place to place 

from sin to sin 

Until you correct what is truly wrong within